God of death is calling me ...
God of death sings the last song

there's something thats been worrying me...
and it's been coming up a few times this i dont know if this'll sound weird or not but i see myself as someone who will never be fully independant. it's not like i wont be able to live alone or get a job by myself... its just that, whenever i make a decision i want or maybe even need a second opinion before i can completely decide on something.
you see, throughout the course of my life i've been depending on at least one key person during a certain period. when i was growing up; my brother, when i was in school; countless best friends, even now.
maybe its my messed up mind tryng to make sure that i dont make drastic decisions to exclude myself from the rest of society. maybe it's because i've constantly been moved from suburb to suburb across sydney, and having to go through making new friends all over again.
yer sure, by the time i finish school i'll most likely grow out of this, but what if i dont ? what if i'll never have my own opinion over anyone elses ? how will i live ? *overloads
i guess i'm getting better, by getting a job without telling anyone until after i've secured it. doing things my way, i guess being a push over or a doormat will make my life harder in the long run... TIME FOR CHANGE AHAHAH

ah on another note, i miss my home country D; even going by that fact that i was born in australia i'm still a pure russian harhar this was brought on by the song cage by diru o-o i think it's because of the beginning part, youknow.. how its like a musical jewellery box thingy ? yer.. i got my first musical jewellery box in russian for my 5th birthday (.///.) its just so nostalgic ;-; i miss russia /: i havent been there in over 5 years and i've never felt such a need to see my family and OMFG I MISS ALL OF THE FOOD !! and the lemonade OHGACKT THE LEMONADE !!! buratino in soooo long ~~ it has an aquired taste that only pure russians can love o-o
seriously, and all the food that i love is literally EVERYWHERE !! they sell it in vending carts and cafes and frikken everywhere D; i wanna go back ~ but,.. seeing as though my language skills are dying as we speak i must reteach myself. i mean... i CAN read russian but i cant write...kinda and i CAN understand russian buutt... i suck at talking >>" mainly because i dont really have that many people to converse with. maybe im just making things up. hmm i had a russian dictionary somewhere but iforgot where it went, i used to read a couple of pages of it a day to remember to keep my vocab up ahaha... hmm today my deputy principle asked why i wasnt doing background speaking for open high school... i didnt know what to say other than i didnt want to... *siiigh
keepyourculturekeepyourculture >_<" thats what my grandparents are constantly telling me. WHY DID I QUIT RUSSIAN SCHOOL ?? oh right... to watch saturday disney CURSE YOU AUSTRALIAN TELEVISION !!!

ahhhh frikken regrets, there's been a lot of things going through my mind that i miss. like my superawesome stickness and flexibilty, awesome fluentness in russian, all of my old friends.
you see, i used to do gynmastics since i was like 5 till maybe 12. i quit because i missed out on the end of school because it was the funnest time of the day /: im so selfish. and now i regret it because now im super sensitive about what my body looks like and im not liking it AT ALL. gaaaahhh i used to be a fkn stick, now im a blob [okay that might be a bit of an exaggeration but yer..] ALSO i cant do the splits or a bridge from standing anymore D; wah i miss my flexibleness zzz i must make it my mission these holidays to do morning stretches (:

AHHH ~~ i have just rediscovered the awesomeness of disney movies. you know, the ones that came out on vhs. movies like Mulan, Beauty and the Beast and Cinderella. I swear i have a soft spot for all the girly princess movies... especially Barbie movies. omfgackt, its like my guilty pleasure watching those barie movies. there is soooo something wrong with me. but back to the main point of this paragraph... I LOVE DISNEY ! ah ~ it makes me feel like a kid again, with no worries in the world and the only thing on my mind is when i can go out to play rather than tests and speeches and auuughsjfhbgvdx,adbvj/l
disney, where would i be if you werent there with your classics ? <3

(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

< just an extract of "I'll Make a Man Out of You" from Mulan. this is the best verse in the song. and i love how its sung. ahhh i really wanna sing now ~~ >

ahhh my mind is soo far away - we could even say farfar away >:} - right now... thanks sooo much disney <3 lol

bCK TO srs bsns.

school ends in about a week and a day. and my mother goes off on her holiday in a week. i cant wait to be home alone ~~ i'll have friends over and go out till late and have the most fun in aaaages :3 i sooo deserve it ahahaha but i promised my mother i wouldn't get into any trouble so i will try to do my best ahahah *nyron*
SIMONA WHERE ARE YOU !?!!?

ahh a couple of days ago i was talking to one of my new friends and they told me some of the jrock bands he listened to and i proceeded to watch their pvs and such, annd. i realised i am increadibly shallow... i liked the music of the bands, but the pvs were ... well i diidnt like the look of them and the band itself o-o gahhh thats so bad D;

another random thing... since the holidays are coming up i figure that ill have a lot of time on my hands and so i want to do something really creative (: but i dont know what... i might start making clothes or something. its really depressing knowing that many of my friends are dedicated to making clothes and doing all of this creative stuff and i feel like i'm being left behind while they're going forward. i bet, when or if i start making stuff everyone will be full pro and i'll be the one noob that cant sew for shix =-=
well if i want to start i should now, as i am still young and can absorb all information ahaha. but i need my sewing machine.. i'm actually quite good with the sewing machine, i wish i was able to do textiles at school but it clashed with my japanese class ;-; maybe it's fate ? maybe i just wasn't meant to be creative and i was just born into the wrong month ? (horoscope speakingwise) there are soo many things in which i am supposed to be creative and awesome but... am i really ? but the thing is, i really really want to, i guess i'll be able to wear something to conventions and my new friends are trying to get me to wear super cutesy stuff so i dnoo ~~~ should i take a leap and see if i fall ?
hmmmm there's too many questions going on in my head zzz maybe i should just sleep on it and make my decisions later...

gazepikku :3



OMFG AHAHHAHAHAHAHA LOL THE PERSON THAT CAPTIONED THIS IS PURE WIN !
looking gangstaah there :}



awwwhhh gazeloooooooveee <3
i remember watching this on yt and awwwhhhh they're soo frikken cute :3
i love those dorks haha



epic dorrkks ~
both are looking at different cameras ahahahah



so cooool :L
reita, your manliness will never be matched by anyones :3

lol... shinigami...

その「身」は「血」は「脳」は　一つの種になり
再生の朝　綺麗な花に成るだろう

全てを投げ捨て
迷うことなんてないさ
ギラギラ輝く星☆
になろうぜ「リンダ・・」

ITS FINALLY OVER WEEEE ~~~

Yesterday [17/11/09] was the formal and since it was on a boat i was expecting the worse.
i was soooo wrong !
it was the best in the world ! i thought that since it would be on a boat it'd go no where and everything would be sooo shit.
ahh i was wonderful ~

firstly let's start with the pres. a friend offered to have them at her place for all the girls to get ready with makeups and have mocktails and huge picture sesions ahaha. She lived pretty close to the wharf at which the formal would be but we still needed a lift. i think there were about 7 or 8 parents [correct me if i'm wrong], i dont know because i was inside the house when everybody was getting ready to go to the formal. I ALMOST MISSED THE LAST RIDE O;O;O;O;O;O;O; i was fixing my shoes and putting some money into my clutch. gah well i made it and i was the last person to arrive but heard people screaming my name from all over the place.
"RONI !! OMFG YOUR SHOES !!!!" etcetc hmmm but i love my shoes. they were black 13 cm heels with ribbons that wrap around my legs :L
i'd show you pictures but i cbf (:

ahhh the boat was sooo nice ! there were 2/3 floors and the dance floor was so nice and soft which helps prevent anyone from falling or slipping. all of the tables were spaced out evenly between like 2 floors and the top deck was soo big ! ahhh as soon as the boat left the dock everybody got seated and the buffet was unveiled ahahaha oh.my.gackt. the food was soooo good ! ahhh i wish i brought a container or something so i couldve taken it home AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAi'm not weird... the night went pretty well, everywhere you went everyone was having a good time. but there was one person, and he was my friend's boyfriend. and almost everytime i passed him he was sitting in the same spot just looking out the window all by himself. WHO WOULD DO THAT TO SOMEONE !?!? ON A FORMAL EVEN ?!?!? the next day i asked her why she ditched him and she replied "he said he didnt want to do anything, i didnt want him spoiling my night" OHMYFKNGACKT WHATASELFISHBITCH !!!! *stabs* that's so low. no one should ditch their dates on formal night. NO ONE !!! no exceptions harhar
overall it was a really good night and im sure everyone enjoyed at least a bit of it /:
ahhh afters were pretty fun aswell but i wont go into it ~~

ahh also ~~ last night [21/11/09] was the newington college formal and it was at the marriot hotel. ahhh it was soso nice ! and it was pretty good, i thought it'd be really awkward coz i didnt know anyone there except for the person that took me. but yer it was heaps of fun and i made many new friends (y) the food was so nice and beautiful. yes. the food was actually beautiful, you'd kinda expect it at the Marriot with tickets costing about 120... hmmm OMG THEY HAD GLOWSTICKS !!! as soo as i saw them on the tables when i walked in, i knew it would be a great formal ahah. everyone on my table kept stealing glowsticks form everyone else ahahah, i won with all of the colours ;D the rest of the night was filled with dancing and man, my legs and feet hurt so much D; yay workout ~

and now im tired and hot. FFS ITS LIKE 41 DEGREES TODAY !!! kill me. i swear by the end of today i'll be a puddle of mush. siiiiigh i should go overseas whenever its this hot. oh wait... i need a passport for that. damn. ahhh welll ill have to find a way to stay cool today... maybe D;

next week ~~ i have this program called business week. hmm in a nut shell it is groups of students forming businesses and competing against each other to create the better business and have the lead in the stocks. (Y) its gonna be a great week. i hope ill win. i forgot what the prize was... i think it was like gift certificates for a book store ?? lul ill update later :3

gazE time ~

lets all bask in reita's manliness :L yumyumyum
loli swear he has like the same pose...



AYSHUN SQUATT !!! ~<3

「candy dive Pinky heven ☆」

あなたに映る私の目が
あなたを見失う日が来ても
この目に焼き付いてくれている

AHMYGAAAAACKT !!!

THEY'RE FINIALLY OVER AAAHHH ~ it like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders ... oh wait, that was just all of the text and note books that was i my bag for a couple of weeks @_@ it feels sooo good to be doing nothing for aaaages, but now... there is like absolutely NOTHING TO DO  at home because all of the things that i did to procrastinate are pointless because I DONT NEED TO PROCRASTINATE ANYMORE WOOOOOOOH ~~~~
but i'm not really confident about how i went, like in some parts i thought i read the question wrong and other parts i was sitting and staring at the question. gah only time will tell if i went well /: if only i knew zzz

yer i should maybe catch up on reading manga and watching movies and socializing etc etc...

oh nuuu the formal is in less than a week and i still havent found any shoes or a bag ;-; this is so unfair i had shoes yesterday but they didnt go with my dress and i had to return them. also they enabled me to reach the sky as they were a massive 13cm high D;
i need to get shoes soon. maybe tomorrow.. or saturday :L

OH ! theres an anime and manga convention called スマッシュ [SMASH] and i've been recieveing updates from them since they started up which was like around three years back :L i remember that day very clearly mainly because it was my first taste of any convention AND IT WAS SO AWESOME !!! i didnt buy that much because i was with my grandmother and she's sososo cheap aha
BUT NOW i think i shall volunteer for next year's con !! i really wanted to last year but i couldnt because i had to be 16 on the day you had to apply /: dammit also i turned 16 a day after smash T~T also ;; a buddy from my japanese class asked if i wanted to volunteer earlier because one of his cousins is a manager or someone important in setting it up lol omgggg i really want to ahhh ~~
and i will. because. i will be able to get in for free ~~ ; i'll be able to mingle with all of the cosplayers ;D ; i'll be helping people ; annnd lastly, this will look verryyy good on my resume and such :3 bwahahahah there's nothing bad about it weeeeowww ~~~

mah i just remembered. i have a couple of things to do. things such as, maths test, japanese speech and presentation, some portfolio thingy and i have to fill out a 40-something page form for my mando classes for next year /:

oooh i has to go and make dough for my dinner now 8)

GAEZtiime (:



wahhh ruki looks so good blonde ;-;
actually... he looks good every colour <3



Reita: EH !? DONT COME IN HERE !
Ruki: fufufu *nosebleed

yes; i am weird. you love it.

千羽のとても小さな
あなたの願いに寄り添って
笑顔も返せずにただ

天狗主義のアイドルが　お高く止まって笑った

「チュチュチュル　チュチュチュ蘭々」

媚びた声で叫んでる

ビジネスラブ腹黒女悪　金が欲しいか？そらやるぞ

i'm verryyyyy pissed >>"
mainly because sooo many people come to me (at sschool) and are like, hey you work at a cinema right ? how much is this and that and what's this and blahblahblah ???? I DONT FRIKKEN KNOWWW gosh. at the moment im just cleaning cinemas and ripping tickets =-=" just because you work somewhere it doesnt mean you know EVERYTHING  about it. ffs. i know there are some people who work at places wheree you actually need to know every product and what it does because the customers are like 'do you have this product??' 
ah i shouldnt have told like everyone that i was working at the cinemas because then i think i'd have more peace of mind about people not turning up on purpose just to watch you work ... oh and watching movies BUT THATS NOT IMPORTANT. i guess its just my ego trying to say 'hah im earning more money than you, suck on that, now i'll be able to spend as much as i want and buy what you cant'
what a bitch.
hmm i still need shoes for the formal *thinks :L

i've been thinking. if someone asks you to their formal a couple of weeks back, on the spot and kinda last minute. would you say yes ? even if you know that there would be the slightest tinyest posibilty that everything can go frikken awkward and you'll have the worst night ever ? well.... i said yes. but it doesnt matter now. because i'm not going (: you know why ? because im a good friend; and im not being sarcastic. this friend was also having doubts about how the night would go and he had a closer friend to take. aren't i nice ? this formal would be at the glorious and very posh Marriot hotel and many people were jealous but i guess that doesnt matter; if you're not with the right people, it wont be worth it (:                   MORAL: i like pie (:

zeee laptop ishh bacckkkk <333
you dont know how happy i am, omgackt, this is the best in the world. but i think the onlt reason i got it back is because my mother is studying at tafe and apparently she has 5 assignments due before the 21st of november o-o wow. i feel sorry for her... but theres heaps of time ahahhaah i sooo wont be sleeping tonight because i dont wanna leave my baby ;-;
yes. my laptop is now my baby. other than my n97. thats my other baby. i dont have a life do i ? wait, dont answer that.

oh dear /:
the school certificate is in less than a week ...
guess who's going to fail ? no dont guess it was just a rhetorical question (: i really hope my studying will help me a lot for it. because i realllly want to get band 5's and above, more band 6 because i want to get into good ranking classes for yr 11 and that'll help me in year 12. yup. i have it all planned out. and if i screw it up my life will end ...
im so optimistic 8D
but yer, i've taken soo many notes from most of my books and i hope they'll help. stupid tests. i wish i did the exchange program like a few of my classmates did and didnt have to do because they're studying overseas and that's like double credits =-=" zzz if only my passport didnt expire and i wasnt to moneyless /:

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hokaaiii !!! today is the sunday before the monday which is the day when school certificate starts. aahhh D;
im at the library atm with my laptop and there's this lady adjacent to me and she's typing really loudly and im trying to type as loud as her so she'd get pissed off by my but i dont think its working because i love my laptop and i dont want to kill it by frikken bashing up the keyboard.
hmm ive already done an english multiple choice paper and i got frikken 85%. man i suck. i really need to study all day today. i started at around 11am and i plan to finish at about 5 because that's when the library closes...

ah its now 2 and ive moved to another library and now im accompanied with my buddies 8) we're so cool. studying in the library for like 3 hours. i've written up around 4 or 5 pages of notes about the different text types there are in english literacy =-= and i did heaps and heaps of online tests and i still get  a couple questions wrong grrr
i need sleeppp... im saying this too early arent i ? its only not even half past 8. man i fail ha ha.

i wonder if its possible to either overwork or underwork... like if you overwork you'd be cramming so much information into your head that all the earlier stuff you have learnt has been pushed out /: thats very bad...

time to maybe focus on work. maybe.

O: its 10 !!! time to sleppppp byyyyyyyeeee ~~

GAAAHZEEEROCK



yuuuuuuuhhhhhhhmmmm :L
reita ~~~ <3



wooooah so cool
im sure it just lighting and stuff but that hair is so awesome O_O

i love Ruder, it summerises me in these few lines (y)

I am ruder! I am ruder!　笑いたければ　死ぬまで笑え

I am ruder! I am ruder!　馬鹿で悪いか？　ルールなんてねぇ

OTANJOUUUBIII OMEDETOUU ICHIKAWA TAICHOUUUUUUU ~~~ <3

ohkay as you can see its my captain's sensei's birthday !
she is the awesomest teacher in the whole world and everybody loves her ~~ it's her "21st" birthday ahahah ; forever young (:
well all we did in class today was scream sing haapy birthday around 728475943 times and work on our japanese assignments. theyre quite the handfull /: a 5 minute speech on a Japanese prefecture you have chosen (in my case ; Kyoto) and it has to be ALL IN JAP !!! we're going to be presenting it infront of an audience OF PRO JAP SPEAKERS D;D;D;D;D actually its just japanese parents and the such, but still... /:

omfg. i hate my work with a passion. because, i wasnt notified that i was working this afternoon, thus making me miss my shift, thus giving me a strike. FTW. if im late or screw up another time i can get fired ：・。・゜゜・(≧◯≦)・゜゜・。・え～～～～～～～～ん！！！stupid retarded work. arent they supposed to notify me about my work ? NOT AFTER IM SUPPOSED TO START. fkn retards. now im gonna have to call in like every wednesday to see if i have any shifts. thats so gay. now i see why hoyts is such a shit place to work... i hope i dont get fired *prays (^人^)ｵ･ﾈ･ｶﾞ･ｲ   ahh ~ i should call to find out if there are any shifts coming up so i dont miss them too >>"

ahahah i love all of the emoji, dont you ?

ITS HALLO EVE !!! ahmygackt (lol stolens from shmo) anyway, even though this is going to sound really really chilish and stupid BUT I WANNA TRICK-OR-TREAT D;D;D;D;; i know a lot of people that are going trick-or-treating in the rich suburbs so they can score mountains of candies AND I WANNA COME TOOOO. but the thing is, i dont have a costume, or a plan for tomorrow, and ill die of boredom. =-="
maybe i should at least draw some halloween-y pictures if i get bothered.. omg i havent drawn in sooo long !! must. revive. creativity.

ooooh ~~ my bestbestbestest friend found the hottest band !!! seriously you look at them and its like *dies of nosebleed
seriously. even the mighty gackt would be all *droolllsss ~~~ 
ahaha anyway they go by the name B2ST or BEAST. and all of the members are hot.
my friend and i came to a conclusion that they were BIG BANG and SHINee's lovechild (:

ahhh i shall tell you laterr coz im getting yelled at ;-;

Happy Birthday to youu ~~

例えるなら　そう君は
羽広げ水面に落下したがっていたCrow 無邪気に遊ぶ目は何を見る

hello :3

aiyaaaa ! its the final day of the school holidays ;-; i swear i have spent sooo much money D; i've gotten all me recipts fromm every store i've spent money at and so far i've calculated around $277.20
...
....
oh dear.
i dont think i'll be able to get all of that quickly as i havent gotten paid yet /: but i guess it'll take a month to come back aaahhhh looks like i wont be going out for a while. but i guess thats fine. seeing as though the school certificate is in 3 or 4 weeks, everybody will be stuck at home and studying... siiigh

this week has gone by pretty quickly with all the things i've done,
nichi ; nothinnnng ; i think ahah
gestu ; also nothing AHAHA
ka ; work @ hoyts
sui ; hangin @ allemby parkk
moku ; work + bday party
kin ; cittyy ;D
dou ; beach ~
nichi ; ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

wow i havent done that much this week... usually everyday is fully booked and i'm waking up at around 7 each day but i've slept in sooo much. like today. i woke up at 12.. and i have to go to school tomorrow, ah getting up will be a bit of a challenge annd i have to get to school early =-=

hmm its really weird... my legs started hurting on wednesday and they reaallly hurt, it got worse on friday and im creating suspicions about mystery diseases that attack your muscles, cancers, blood circulation problems, parasites and the such. i'm not the one to make such suspicions and its really freaking me out aha, this has never happened before and im scared T~T
actually, i have made another suspucion that i had skin cancer or something, it was like super late at night and i was home alone on the computer talking to my brother and i felt something on my back. o-o i touched it and it hurt, i seriously thought i had like cancer. i looked up every site on skin cancer to find any pictures on what it looks like and i stayed up running to my room and back to the computer trying to find the differences in them. i even panicked to my brother and he was like omgomgomgogm get it checked !!! bahahaha i could barely sleep but the next day it was gone. so i guess i shouldnt worry about my legs unless it gets waay worse... heh o-o

recently i've been into sudoku A LOT. like i'd usually do one once a week or something but i've been doing around 3 a night o-o i dont know why but it seems to calm me down and uses all of my attention which makes my mother and friends annoying because i end up ignoring them for a while aha its really strange but i hope i dont stop because it'll strengthen my brainpowers !!! .... (8

OHEMGEEE ~~ oonon monday or tuesday (cant remember aha) i recieved a lovely little present :3
my buddy from melbourne is quite the craftsperson and made the cutest ruki-pon ever ! like seriously its soooo cute ! i shall take a pic on my wc and put it up later aha. in the morning my mother went to walk the dog + get the mail, she threw a letter at me and i was like... ooh its chunky, wait a minute i know that writing OMFG ITS HERE FHDSLGFNDSNG,S bahaha i shall make something in gratitude and write an awesome letter with my monokuro boo paper 8D



bahahahhah i tried not to be in the picture, believe me i tried (:
BUT STIULL HOW CUTE IS RUKIPON ?!?!?!

O:
on friday , when i went to the city , i always ALWAYS  visit my favourite bookstore called Kinokuniya. it's the only one in Austraia and its in sydney yayayy ahahaha. okay well i went in to buy the latest issue of Neo Genesis [coz it has the GazettE and all those seriously yummy pictures aha :L ] i walked past the manga section AND IT WASNT THERE OGMOGMOGMGO !!! i was sososo pissed off ! it was all moved to the gay english section and ffs there were so many retarded white kids reading manga =-=" -i shouldnt be saying tihs coz i'm white and a couple of my friends are and we reada manga BUT WE'RE THE EXCEPTION !!! seriously two or more years back i was one of a few people in my grade that read manga and watched tv and listened to jrock o-o AND NOW THERES HEAPS grrr i thought i was special... oh well.. i guess it's better for the authors and companies selling their manga as more people would be buying it....

siiiighghh... GAZETIMEEE ~



put yo hands in the air ; and wave them like you just dont careee ~
AHAHAHAHHAA



ah he looks so mellow there ~



yes... i am
i mean o-o

おやすみなさいみんなさん～

首にぶら下がるBrassのロザリオ
差し替えられたのは薄茶のLeather Rope
微笑まじりのHymn 途切れると同時に君は踏み外す

時に肌を裂く程虚ろ　ざらついた喉舌
目を開けて飲み込んだ幻惑　壊れてゆけるように

AAHHHMYGOD MY FEET HURT SOSOSOSO MUCHH !!!

well i just finished a SEVEN-HOUR SHIFT at hoyts. aaahhhhh i can bum around for the rest of the day :3
i'm convinced that i work more than any of the other new people and there are a lot of new people o-o seriously seven hours == all the other newbies got six hours and less zzzz oh well i guess ill get used to it soon [six hour shift on tuesday D;] -just think about the money just think about the money- aha ha... just ignore that ... ahhh well i'm only working once next week... i think. dundun DUUNNN i'll most liekly get another shift /:
stupid cleaning, i really want to work in the candy bar but i dont think that'll happen anytime soon seeing as though i'm still a rookie and i doubt rookies are allowed to hande and money. i'll just wait a couple of months ...

ah well its finally the end of the first week of the school holidays. damn. i did like nothing.
lets see dou ; last job at the bakery
    nichi ; hoyts work
    gestu ; malling
    ka ; picnic w/ cromer friends LOL
    sui ; B.I.D comes out + shopping w/ mother :3
    moku ; yum chaa
    kin ; work
and on dou ; day out w/ kim + taka
    nichi ; I DONT KNOW AH ~

oh noes my life is over when i have nothing to do. I'LL HAVE TO CLEAN !!! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
i'll find something to do... you'll see

oh ahahah the simpsons movie is on right now and its so random AND THEY BLANK OUT BART'S PENIS HAHAHHAAHAHAH fail tv.

oh the weather here is so retarded, for example ; on tuesday one second it was perfect picnic weather and the next it was frikken wondy and cold and eugh, but by the middle of the day everythin turned out fine and we had a lovely picnic (:

omg why are my blogs so frikken short !? i always rub out of things to say because i'm always trying to post this as soon as possible as i end up posting this four days late and i dont like being late. anal much ? AHAHAH


Glee. you dont have to say anything about it because it's that great. everybody is constantly raving about it and i'm actually going out of my usual lifestyle just to watch it HAHAHAHHA. but seriously. if you dont watch it; YOU MUST WATCH IT ! IT'S SO FRIKKIN GOOD ! it's like skins and high school music rolled into one except less random singing and less drugs and sex, it's just pure glee (:

ahh i hope i kinda persuaded you to watch it also if you alreday do watch it ; comment on its awesomeness and your favourite bit so far !

GAZEPIKKU ~



okay.okay,okay, i need to clarify HOW HOT AOI LOOKS HERE OMDFSIAHGVBDFS,JHANKJBD
*dies of nosebleed
he has this sexy look on his face :L
ofmgofogmofmgom i could just stare for hours
- not a perve.....-
oh also, the print on his jacket IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS THE ONE ON MY DRESSSSS <3 OMFG I FEEL SO SPECIAL WE HAVE THE SAME TASTE AAHAHHAHAHHA *DIEEESSS



oooh you see ruki's hair ?!
i want to dye mmy gair that colour :L
coz its very sexy
and you can see my regrowth ahahhaha eww it looks dark and greyish, stupid ash blonde hair...

OYASUMIIIII ~~~<3

色付いてく花びらのように
時が来れば思い出して
枯れ落ちてく花びらのように
時が来ても忘れないで

あたしとは違う　君には夢があるから
分かってるつもり　でもね本当は…

ni hao ma ~


today was the greastest day ever ; because of the Moon Festival.
how awesome are they !? omg so much fun and the mooncakes are sooo yummy :L

as per usual; i was in my bed , on facebook dont laugh and i was checking out what was happening and there was an awesome Moon Festival in Cabramatta... yer thats really far away from where i live and i wasnt bothered to trek it all the way there on my own and dropped the idea D;
well yes, i didnt have work so i decided to get my formal dress with my mother in the city.

and thus started the epic journey,
firstly; to the city !!! we caught the bus and got off not very far from the store [inn market city bwahahah] and i was like loookkkkkk its the dresss ahahahah so cool @_@ but they didnt have it in black anymore, so i got the next best thing: grey wooooh ~ omg i fail so much im talking about a dress... we spent soo much time looking at other dresses after i bought it, it was rediculous =-=
well yes. on the same level there were all these stalls that were selling mooncakes and there were so many flavours and brands and THERE WAS ONE SHAPED LIKE AN OX so cooool ~
hmmm seeing as though almost everything is cheaper in the outer city regions, my mother decided to drag me all the way to eastwood,. omg. it was so far away and so windy and cold. but it had this really awesome looking arch made out of trees ; it looked so pro and country-ish o-o i want a tree arch !!! ahaha

we must've spent around 45 minutes there deciding on what mooncakes to buy and we got pho !!! yuuuuuuhm phophopho <3  apparently its the best pho in sydney o-o lemme tell you it was sososo good ~  and it was really cheap and big too ~ im so sad i couldnt finish it /:

then we waited at the train station for 20 frikken minutes and it was super cold coz the wind was like a cyclone and zoomed everywhere >>" my feet were so cold ahahaha after many transfers on many stations we got to the city just before 6 and panicked that the mooncake stalls would already be closed and we'd be going home with only a box of mooncakes and a huge box of mochichiiiiii ~ but they were still open ! -anticlimax- and we bought greentea flovoured oness   yuuuuhm
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OMF THERE WAS A FKN BLACKOUT FOR LIKE AN HOURSKJLZDGVJ,AGVNDK,ABD but i was on my laptop so it didnt affect me that much (: it was so cool ; i used it as a torch because it was sooooo super light and i was carrying it around everywhere ;D
i felt so special...

ahhhhh omfg today was the first of many nsw school certificate trials at my school. and. it wasn't that bad actually [englishh] .... like the multiple choice was pretty straight forward and and short responses weren't that bad (i finished them in about an hour because i'm an idiot and thought time had REAALLLY  gone quickly) and so i had a whole hour to work on my 20 and 30 mark extended responses. FAIL !!!  i had a massive mindblank so i just started to write. siiiiigghhhhhh and tomorrow is the math trial and its almost 12 and i've only studied one or two past papers.... *dies

but... when you think about it... math trial papers dont account for ANY  marks in the actual sc.... which is really awesome ! 

wish me luck bubs ~ <3

nuuu gazepix tonight D; stupid trials and sleep... CURSE YOU FOR DEPRIVING ME OF THE OPPORTUNITY TO OOGLE AT AWESOME SXY JROCKERS

omg i love the lyrics to shiawase na hibi now ;-;

会いたいよ…会いたいよ…　この気持ちを伝えたい
会いたいよ…会いたいよ…　君の肩で眠りたい

 崩れたBeauty 取り乱す背景
とてもじゃないけど笑えない

OH-MY-GAWWDDDD !!!!

today, at 6 am, when i woke up. everything was orange. SERIOUSLY IM NOT JOKING IT REALLY WAS ORANGE !!!!
like when i looked outside i thought it was the apocalypse.
but then i thought. dont be rediculous, theres some reasonable explanation so i went on facebook straight away to see what was happaning ... ahahah yes, im that retarded, i look for news on facebook rather than getting up to watch the news on the tv.

anywayyy, it was a dust storm, and apparently all the dust came from Broken Hill ... i have no idea where it is but i guess it has a lot of orange sand AHAHAHAHAHAH    it was sooo weird, no one i knew has ever seen such a huge dust storm IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CITY OMG like when i got to school, our canteen area was like fully covered with dust and a couple of my friends made dust angels lol

ANDOMG the orange dust made the sun friken blue ! BLUE/PURPLE OMG IT WAS SOOO COOL TO LOOK AT !!!! people thought it was the moon but everyone was like, you retard thats the sun !!! we all tried to take pictures on our phones but failed coz all we could see was this random little dot in the sky... ooooh i found some pics around my area-ish


      
  
 
ahhhh how cool is that ?!?!?!! @_________________________@ so frikken orange !!!

OMG i found a picture of the sun on a news website ahahaha



OMGPURPLE!!!! :L  for those who dont know.... purple is my favourite colour.
and the combination of orange and purple is the sexiest natural thing ever,
this is by far the awesomest day EVER !!!

ahhh unfortunately by around 1 or 2 all the dust had gone but there were the clearest skies ever ! but i spent most of the time indoors at my firends house; we made pasta and cake and watched shows on foxtel ahahahahha

ah thats about all that happened todayy       ooooooh also, to everyone that had to do prelims today; i hope you went well and owned that test !!! ahahahahah im so lame (:

gazepixx



ahhhhhhh uruha looks so young and cool !!! i really like his hair :L



uru again :L  
he really looks like cloud here ahahaha
ah i want all his chains ~


*¬*
he looks so gorgeous there ~
ahhh ruki ~.~

niiiiiight ~

Swallowtail on the death valley
Angel who concealed wound. yeah!
Devil who licks the wound. yeah!

何色の涙で
何色の言葉で
塗り潰せばその顔でいられる？

oh hello peoples !


im webcamming ! ahahahah with my awesome friend and lol we are such retards, like nothing can stop us from doing the most randomest thing in the world (: aaah we're so cool...

anywayyy !

for the past two days 「火+水」 i've been doing the forty-hour famine and it actually wasnt that bad...
 like i never actually felt that hungry in the first place so it was really easy to just not eat, o-o yer and usually at the mall my peoples hang out at, we're usually in the food court and im like LOLOL look at all the food ! and everyones like O: ZOMG DONT EAT OR THINK ABOUT FOOD *DIES bahahahahh it was sooo funny so they dragged me out of there and were like WE'LL SAVE YOUUU !!!!

ahahah its funny coz i wanted to bake a slice and so i went to look in some cookbooks and my friends tried to save me and took me away from the book :} well i finished the famine at 11 but by then i was asleep so i just ate breakfast this morning (Y) siiiigh today was a weird day... first period was src speeches which wasted half the lesson and then i did nothing for dt, 2nd was jap and omg i had to do the jap speaking test and i died ==" i shouldve studied before but noooo i dontk now ahaha, i wanna redo it. 3rd was maths with bigmac: he's this really awesome sub and omg  he didnt care about anything we did lol, half the time we were playing cards (:

... yer i dont remember anymore of school BUTT ! tutoring was even better than ever ;D science and maths were a since and i ate sooo much (1 packet of cornies + 1 box of chocolate mushrooms + 1 packet of spicy crispy seaweed + 2 bottles of green tea ahahah) english was the best because, instead of having this scary angry bitch sub that everyone was talking about, we got someone else ahahah she was so funny and random, we ended up doing practically nothing (:  andand after i had to race home to watch the first episode of GLEE (Y) sooo good ~     「this was on 木曜日」

friday ? dont tell anyone but... i skipped school that day to go to the city with my friend :x
there was this thing called Pinestock on and its basically a fair type thing with live music, food and games but really shit and we have themes too, like this year it was Super heroes and last year it was all mexican themed... massive fail. we got to wear free dress which helped us get away with skipping school >:} i shouldnt be saying this here but no one will find it... eh i think. to those who know my friends in my school ; DO NOT TELL THEM OR YOU WILL FACE MY WRATH !!  ...does that even make sense ?  yer everyone thinks that we were sick and or somewhere else :F
                                ANYWAY
we got to the city at about 9:30 which was really really unusual because it normally takes around an hour+ to get there one way o-o the first thing on our minds was yum cha but we decided to wait till around 11, so yer um we had over an hour to window shop in the first half of the city (Y) yum cha was sosososo good ! i think we spent $32 each. wow. we were so fkn full. i couldn't resist the mango pancakes  :L
after about 30 mins of waddling around the markets we went to get some sticky pictures ;D they're sooo random and omg there were sooo many people our age in galaxy world O_O it was packed, i went again on saturday and it was no where near as packed ...
we went back at around 3 and sat on the beah for a while coz it was such a nice day , then we got home and everyone was none the wiser >:}

ahhh stupid sunday. stupid weekend. i shouldve gone to work... then ii wouldve been $70 richer D;
OMG now i have to put off buying a present till next week /: thats not good. not at all...



ahhhhh its all white, so innocent.
this was in their early years where they didnt have so much makeup and their hait was mostly natural LOL *points to kai <3
bahahahaahah they're all soo cute ^3^



i dont remember reita's hair being that peroxided or short o-o
LOL uru-pon ; close enough ?




かっこよくてセクシですね～:L
rooookies <3

until next time ~
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左右に倣う　歪　Masquerade

耳鳴り超音波聞こえる幻聴が
最高にイカレてんぜCOKEの効果

heyhey bubs ~

todaaayyy i gave blood :F
pretty cool hhuh ? well yer, my friend and i turned sixteen last month and thought it would be pretty good to take advantage of our age and give blood yay ! and our awsome geo teacher was like "give blood ! do it now !' and yuh, now my arm hurts but i have lots of cookies (:
omfg. we had to drink soooo much water. like the minimum you had to drink before was 3 cups {which is like 750mls}  i had 2 litres O; i swear i didnt need to pee as much before in my life. omg so bad. lol
ahhh welll i have many cookies and sweet stuffs but ! i have this bruise on my arm. because the nurselady accidentally punctured my vein too far and i kinda died. lol not really. she was like 'oh... whyd the blood stop' and i was like WHAT OMFG O_O but she corrected it (:

now my arm still hurts coz of the fkn bruise aaahhhhhh *dies* at least i dont have to.... i dont know lol

OMG ! my buddy and i have the greatest idea for a history presentation tomorrow ! first off ; its on the fashion of the 1960's and we're planning to get false eyelashes and eyeshadow and attempt to try out the makeup styles of the 60's . omg its gonna be so much fun ! but yer all we have to do now is make a speech and we're done yay !

ai everybody's been so busy in the past week/days ==" ah this week is supposed to be a assessment free week and it started off with a science test for the whoe grade and geography and commerce test for other peoples... omgi feel so sorry for those kids ):

wah i have to blog more LOL

ahhh short blog --

- - gazepichaa ; oh yes these pictures are from the DIM SCENE tour final and omg i wish i was there D;



omggggggggggggggggggggg *dies of bloodloss from nosebleed*
:L
whatasexybeast:x



omg. those colours.
make him look like.
A GOD *¬*     ahhh thats sooo cool




kaikaikaikaikai ! he looks so awesome now ~
i know a lot of people dont like his new haircut but i don't mind at all !
its so different from the girly, cute kai we all know but still. ITS KAI HE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE CUTE !!!

おやすみんさい　みんな～　:3

Feeling is lost little by little
surely singing even becomes impossible
Feeling is lost little by little
I am gazing at the heavenly direction

瓦礫の下で真実がのたうち回る絵は何よりも深い
「The invisible wall」
孤独　憎悪　嫉妬　不安　虚無に咲いた無表情　何よりも重い
「The invisible wall」


HALLO PEOPLEEEE

i has fascinating news ! ;D
ready ?
i
got
a
laptop
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
im sososo happy !!!

here's how i got it;
my mother told me to go and like, sign up for ths gay stupid tutoring by the name in JAC. and omfg i got sososo many sheets to do. seriously. i was at the counter waiting for my hw and the photocopier just kept going and going and going omg so yer.. i had to do the same amount of work (maybe more) than the students already enrolled and instead of having a week i only had 3 days... ahhh im still doing it now . but its not that bad. just past school cert papers ... =='

anyway ! i got home and i showed mum the recipt proving that i signed up and i said 'okay, i have extra work so i need a laptop' she was like ... ' fine where's a place with cheaps ones' and i told her and i didnt realise she'd actually buy one O_O

ahhh sorry i just got distracted by my tutoring hw ==

ANYWAY! we were at the store for about 1 and a half hours trying to make up our minds on which laptop we should buy ; it was an endless supply of questions and comments 'ohh this is nice ; must have wc ; must be cheap ; whats the difference ; why doesnt this one have centrino ; blahblahblah . it just kept going on and on, when eventually we found a good laptop that has everything we want, looks good, works very well, and is cheap the guy slashed $300 off the rrp ahahahahah
ah i'd find you a picture but.... im soo lazy and you can find it if you want...
its an HP Pavillion dv6 16''  

 ahhh on thursday was my first tutoring lesson ! it was sosososo much fun ! i know its hard to believe but im very serious. all we actually do is school cert work ; eat ; talk ; drink ; text ; listen to ipods ; occasionally listen to the teacher ; look at the board ; zone out ; sleep maybe ? i dont know but the teachers were pretty cool. the maths teacher was ... eh science was like talkative as hell and the english was sososo awesome ! she's like young and she helped me with this interview sheet that my school gave to us coz of frikken "re-enrolment interviews" for senior year == " but still jac was goooood ~ and after i was really hungry so i went to get some takoyaki at this little jap restaurant near the beach, i cant believe i was that bothered to trek it that far. and it was really cold that night too !

aahhh friday was some random year 10 mufti thingy... it was so weird because we already had a mufti day two days before but this one was for our year only (: hmm the "theme" was supposed to be multicultural and it absolutely faiilled ! a couple of people had those asian bamboo hats but other than that it was just free dress. and we were raising money for schools in the Himalayas, which allowed us to have two lessons outside; maths & english ahahahah funfunfun.
alsoooo i had a job interview at the local cinemas ; which i reallly want to get a job at ! the interview went pretty well but i dont exactly how well it went until monday /: i hope i get a phone call *crosses fingers*

lalalalalala omfg i hate school so much atm. like; there are so many things happening in the next week. theres ; english, history, pe, science(physics), geo, commerce AND interviews zzzz i am going to die !

gazee pic



ahhh this is my current desktop wallpaper :L
how pretty is it !? aaaaahh ruki <3
ah i love his eyes ~ ;-;

LOL my buddy found this and showed me and omg its so win. go russia !




this group is calledd.... Danger Gang... lmfao
my buddy and i were talking about vk groups and we noticed that there arent that many girl vkbands...
yes.. i see why now AHAHAHAH jkjk

ah yer i couldnt be bothered finding more gazepics... to be honest i really have to be doing my english speech right now o-o


Sorrow made you
In the maze without an end…Why do you still breathe?

平和そのもののこの街は今日も青空日本晴れです
黒い飛行機雲、止まぬ空襲の音。
日本の平和もこれで終わりですか？

HAI GAIZ !

i had an awesome weekend !

on saturday it was the netball semifinals and we were playing for 2nd/3rd place.
well...
we lost.
but it was the funnest, awesomest, fastest game in the world because ; firstly it was on concrete courts ; and secondly it was at 12pm ; and thirdly most of my team knew some of the people in the other team, and we were always talking and having fun (: anyway the score at the end of the game was 23-28... which isnt that bad because we thought we were getting smashed ! at the end of the game none of us were really totally upset about the loss because we didnt really want to go to the grand final. oooh later this week instead of training we're planning to go bowling ahaha yay ~


on sunday ~
it was my awesome birthday party city outing ;D
it was the best day to go out ~ like serioulsy. the weather was sososo good ! it was like 23 ? maybe more ? but i still wore my black skinney jeans and awesome new nikes
my friends and i all met up in the city and waddled off to yum cha down at chinatown. i swear yum cha was the best start to a day ! if i remember correcty ... we ate ... 24 plates. that is *looks @ receipt* 4 small ; 12 medium ; 1 large ; 3 super ; 4 super large ; 6 tea. AHAHAHAH WE'RE SO FAT ! but there were 8 of us so i guess that's okay  O: rofl we were so cool . when we just sat down every waiter bombarded us and everyone turned to me and were like 'ronii you choose~' ahahah i've never felt so priveliged to pick out the food (: hmm the waiters at the place were pretty cute too ahahah *nyoron*
after eating sooo much we decided to maybe sit down for a while to digest... that never happened... we just walked around the markets for about 30 minutes and got separated and found eachother outside lol. hmmm after that we went to capitol and i introduced my friends to the sticky picture booths and i got a couple of them addicted bahahahaha WIN !

yer we not including me hahaha were all tired by the end of the day because of all the walking around the city ; we probably worked off most of the food we ate before... naaahhh ! yuh we caught a ferry home !

what an exciting day ~


gazeepics



OMG HE'S SO PRETTY @___________@



kekeke i tried drawing this (or a segment of this ) picture in graffiti ; a facebook app. and like. it was total fail...


fwaaahhhh so tireddd D;

OMFG todai. it started off at like 25 degrees and it was all sunny and lovely and then by the end of the day it  started raining. it was by far the best day of the year !

「AN ANTI WAR SONG」I will sing all together.
この世界が笑顔で溢れる日まで
「AN ANTI WAR SONG」Sound this world.
もう誰も傷付け合わないように

答えが嘘だと言って　悪い夢なのと笑って


                 お誕生日おめでとうシモナちゃーん～


ああああああああああ～


im really getting pissed of at lj >>"

ANYWAY !!! ITS MY FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY TODAY ! unfortunately i am unable to tackle them or give birthday punches as they live extremely far away >>" so instead ~

I'll buy something to send over yayayay ~

now... what ?   O-o  ...


....


ill think of it later. when im in the city. with lots of money. bwahahahaha



aaahhh this week has passed so quickly and there have been so many birthdays. at least seven people. [kristin ; chole ; bec ; jack ; alex ; jeff ; carina ; dimdiiim ; ben ; smoooo]
hmmmm... ahh i love august ~ there are so many august babies and so many good things happen in august (: likelike Ponyo is coming out in a week ! but it's going to be dubbed but as long as i get to see it i'll be fine :3      

annd its my bday party on sunday ! its goign to be heaps of fun ! there's going to be yum cha ; shopping ; puri's ; bumming ; karaoke ; and probs heaps more , coz i havent planned out everything ;D


ahh not much to talk about ;;


gazespam !




they all look so manly *¬*
i want aoi's suspenders. they are just. so cool.



OH MY F%#!& THAT IS SOOSOSOSOOOOOO CUTE !
OMFG IT SHOULD BE ILLEGAL TO BE THAT CUTE !
*DIES
-next puri's will be inspired by this かわいいですよ～



fufufu he looks so spaced out :3
so adorable >_<


しがみつき願った明日は今も咲いてる
君を守るかのように
ゆら　ゆら　ゆら   

happy birthday to you you

OH HAI PPLZ !

today is my birthday ~  that is... if you havent already guessed/known that o-o

ANYWAY ! i started it off by waking up early in the morning to get everything ready for school and trying not to forget the cakes. yer thats right CAKES ! PLURAL; THERES MORE THAN ONE ! they were so good ! one was a sponge cake with jam and cream i got that for free from work bwahahahaha and the second one was a strawberry tiramisu from 85degreesC omgitwassososogood.    

BUT BEFORE THAT LETS TELL YOU ABOUT MY SHOPPING TRIP YESTERDAY!!!

ahahahahah it was the best fun i've had in ages. like seriously. omg it was so much fun ;D
after work i went to the city with my buddy by the name of takanunu. [lol thats not his real name but anyway] the whole reason for this trip is so he can buy my  birthday shoes yeeeee ~ so we got there at around 3 and not knowing really knowing what we're gonna do decided to go to lunch and we came across ペッパランチ {Pepper Lunch} the food is sosososo good :L and like the plates are super hot so you can cook your meat on it so you dont have to wait as long. yumyumyum. well we spent like an hour there eating and talking about nothing but half the time i was dying from laughter because nunu said something funny and  was in the middle of eating and kinda... spat everywhere AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ==" SO EMBARRASING !!!!
after that we went to get my shoooeess <3   damn. it was so hard to get approval for the shoes i picked out from nunu. like. everytime i picked out pretty ones hes like. 'no. put them back.' but there were only two that he liked and they actually suit me bwahahaha i shall find a pic of them ~                  later . (:

yuh well... i think it took about... 20-30 mins ?  i dont remember everything went so quickly that day o-o omg i cant find a pic of them. maybe i should just take a picture on my phone or something and ....





AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEYRE SO SEXY !!!!! but like yer you cant see it... but the side purple parts are sparklyish and OMG :L

WELL after that we were bored as hell so we went up to Galaxy World and played Initial D, Time Crisis and Tekken 6 like a billion times ! oh and they also had this purikura booth [sticky pictures] and yer... overall we spent like 1.5-2 hours in there O_O wow.  yer and we spent about $30 (Y)

hmmm thenthen we raced down/up the streets to get to 85degreesC to see if it was closed or not (WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK THAT THE CITY CLOSES AT LIKE 5 ?!??!) and of course it was open and i got the strawberry tiramisu <3 yuuuuum

the rest of the time we spent walking aorund the city till like 8:30 and then caught the bus for too long and ended up at the end of the line AHAHAHAHAHAH we're that cool (:

nothing will top that day (:

ahhh i hate that my birthday was on a school day... well sorta.. theres the birthday bashes and flowers and stuff but the present i got WAS SO COOL !  it was like this giant collage of all these photos and ohmygod ! i cant believe my friends would go through that much effort ! wow. apparently it took over three hours to make. THREE HOURS OMG I HAVE TO REPAY THEM SOMEHOW !!!!

hmmm time to plan a party zzzz

nu gazepiccys today sowwy :x

さようなら　無法の闇に堕ちてゆく
さようなら　これで終わり

omg i'm really really hating my computer at the moment. like. i've rewritten this stupid blog like 5 times already ! it doesnt bring up the saved draft anymore ! like whenever i press 'ok' nothing happens ==" sooo annoying grrr

ANYWAY !

i will try to type what was supposed to be in the previous attempts ...

DAY 1

ON monday was the North Sydney Regional Athletics ! yay ~ okayokay so my day started off at around 6-7 AM because i had to get ready and trek it all the way to the olympic park where the thingy was being held. i was planning to get there at around 9-10ish ... i dont know why... my even was at like 2 0-0 yer my friends told me to get there early if i wanted one of the regional jumpers...
THE JUMPERS ARE SO SEXY AND WARM ! omg like . they're so thick and soft and warm. i could die in it and still be comfortable .
anyway. as i previously mentioned. as planned i got to the stadium at 9:30 and i bought a jumper immediately (: butbut there weren't that many people there and then i realised that the events start at 10:30 == grrrr WHY DID I GET THERE EARLY !? but it was okay. i had my phone; ipod; book; drawing book; moneyLOL and i could go outside the stadium to get some food ahahaha.

i dont know how, but i made it through the boredom till 2 and competed in my event. and got absolutely SMASHED OMFG THESE GIRLS DIDNT JUMP ! THEY FRIKKEN FLEW !!! *dies

yer after that i made my own way home with a few pitstops o-o lol the train only stopped twice in the whole trip so it was super express and i got to the city in no time woooooh anyway the saturday before i saw there was ANOTHER AJISEN RAMEN and so i went to check it out and its actually pretty good. there was a plasma screen that was playing some 15th anniversary and there were so many artists that i knew ! the ones i knew were YUI; L'Arc～en～Ciel; Ayumi Hamasaki; Utada Hikaru; Orange Range; hmm i dont remember anymore but there was this artist that kept popping up and he was called Mr. Children o.o i found that SOOOO weird, i mean, who calls themselves 'mr children' o-o pedo.
anyway, the ramen was reallyreally good ! i forgot what i got but omg yum .

when i got home i was like.. hmm the lights aren't on. maybe i should call mother ... yer... turns out she was in the city too. SHIT ! -oh right, i lost my keys on friday so i couldnt get in- so i sat outside in the stairwell tihngy and waited for my mother to come home. a full one and a half hours later == i should've crashed at one of my friend's houses zzz anyway, i went on msn on my phone and told people my story and one of my friends said 'do heaps of situps and pushups to get pumped for tomorrow' at first i was like... you're shittin me right ? but in the end i decided to do some situps. it got me really warm ahaha i got really tired of sitting in the dark so i sat outside in the driveway and omg the moon was so bright ! and the sky was so clear. it was THE perfect night to be stargazing. the moon was so bright it gave me inspiration to draw and in the half light i drew something like 3 drafty rushed pictures and they're not that bad... of course the moon is in everyone of them (: oh and if you were wondering if i was cold. my awesome jumper kept me warm ^~^

DAY 2

second day had the same drill as the first but my event was at 9:45 and i was like to my mum 'i have to get there earlier than yesterday !' and we got out at the same time and got to the stadium at the same time == good job. and yer triple jump was ... interesting. i made friends with a girl who had the awesomest earrings ! they were like thin chains with little crosses on one end and they were like 5cm+ long. and she threaded them through on hole and again in the one above it ! SO COOL ! i tried looking for it in stores but i couldnt find them... she said they were from church LOL damn church had to be so cool == anyway i got smashed in that too. but i didnt really care. as long as i had a jumper and i could leave early. ahaha my friends being total retards decided to call and check how im doing and also give me their orders for easyway ahahaha
oh well i went to the 'old' ajisen and they weer playing the Jay Chou concert ! it was sososo cool ! and his hair was so awesome ! its like purple/pink side fringe ! and there was this awesome bit where jay and this other guy were having this pro duet piano-off and omg sososo cool ! oh it was really funny. coz while i was eating i was writing stuff in my notebook [loldeathnote] about the concert and like i think the waitresses were like wtf...

DAY 3

... boring. netball training yuck.

DAY 4

AWESOME ! i was talking to my friend a week before or something about tablets and how my other friend got one for an early birthday present and she was like 'oh i have a spare one somewhere at home' and like was like O: ILL BUY IT OFF YOU !!! HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT ds;kjf;lawjgldfj lol and she said it was initially 80 or so and we agreed to $40 ahahah yay~ such a bargain ! its pretty small but its still a tablet. im getting used to drawing with it (: and yer we exchanged money for tablet and i was super happy ! umm the day went pretty slowly and i was dead because i dont know why... but at the end of the day was my friend's soccer game and i decided to tag along. i barely paid attention to the game because the sun was in my eyes and there were other people from my grade so i talked to them. then after that was this 'tas display' thing at school which started at 6:30 and ended at 8:30 and it was like showing off the talents of all the students that do technology {woodwork, metalwork, textiles, ist, food tech} and there was a fashion show and the food was made by the yr10s and OMFG SOO GOOD i swear i ate like 10 of everything ! but the foods were all bite size. the best were the cheesecakes omg couldnt get enough of them. yum. i have to get the recipe off someone.

DAY 5

today.todayyy zzzz so bad. my earphones broke on the way to school arg. i was feeling really dead again and like half of the people i sit with were lying down on the grass LOL i had to go to centrelink to apply for youth allowance and the line didnt move for like 10 minutes. stupid people. and i have to fill out this tank form and bring all my identifications zzz what a hassle. and all that just for a tiny amount of money... [not saying how much lol]after i went to the mall and had some lunch and my mum called and was like 'come home now blahblahblah you cant go to tricks blahblahblah' im so pissed off. tricks was the best part of my week and now i cant go == my life is ruined ! lol nah ill probably just hang out in chats and watch the gangstas play bball (Y) but still tricks was making me more fit and flexible-ish and i was actually getting close to getting some tricks right == BUT there was one good thing about today ! in japanese i was really infront with all the textbook work so i asked taichou if she would tell me how to saw may i sleep and she laughed and told us (: and then i got quizzed on all  the may i things ;D

gazepiicha ~



uwaaaahhhhh he's so adorable ! like a rag doll :3 i want him  ! LOL




OMFG SOSOSOOS CUUUUUTTTEEEE!!!!!!!  ... Ruki that is (>///////////<)

私を壊した貴方がいる 私を奪った貴方がいる
私を殺した貴方がいる

以前あったso cool
デンジャラスだった本来の姿を輪廻転生
FLASH BACKの如く

homogosh i forgot to post my week's plan yesterday D; end of the world!

anyywayyy

monday - tennis~
w/ gemma, vanessa and carina

tuesday - STRATHY WOOOOH
w/ carinabear

wednesday - fishies!!!! (thats the aquarium ROFLMAO) ohshi i have netball training aswell
w/ takk

thursday - CT + YUM CHA/MOVIES
w/ kimmmmyyyy

friday - SAME AS THURDAY LOL
w/ kimmmmyyyy

saturday - work + netball

sunday - work

ahahahaha so packed zzzz

anyway MORE ON TODAY~

i got to sleep innnnn <3  i was so happy and i woke up at like 12 and my mum was gone so i justed watched zettai kareshi for like 3 hours :)
i played tennis with peoples and it was so much funnn~ but i'm not that very good at it... like.. umm i can return the ball and stuff but im not very good at serving o.o      umm we were supposed to meet at skyline at like 3 but everyone came at like half past so i was sitting in the park readin my book and listening to music ;D im so cool
well there were four of us so we could play doubles. it was so random ;D and and it was cheap too lol im so cheap atm only $15 for an hour for court hire
hmm the hour passed really quickly and we had to walk all the way back to skyline... it was about a 20 minute walk and i missed two of my busses but i had to change into my jeans, and the only place was kfc and like... i went in and this girl was like.. do you wanna pay with credit card? and im like.. no o-o (they had these new 'express' machines and yer...) and i snuck into the bathroom and i got changed and i tried to stealthily get out but the automatic door DIDNT OPEN!!! i looked back at the girl and she was like step back. and it worked when i did zzzz so embarrassing (.//////.)

andand since i couldnt sleep over damn mother i had to catch the bus home and then i went to get a kebab from kebab world. omfg it was sossososso good :L and i purposely walked with small steps so i could savour it, so instead of getting home in 5 minutes i got home in something like 25-30 >:} AHAHAHAHAHAHA i was so happy when i finished it

zzz i keep getting distracted by people and manga and lots if ither things so its taking me a while to complete this blog... o-o  that was irrelevant but oh well...

gazepicccys



omfg that poster is sososososo sexy~ and its gonna be mine in like a week yeeeeeeeeeeee <3

cbf for more pictures AHAHAHAHAHAHAH BAII ALL <3

暴音轟反乱勃発害虫撲殺即刻チェスト

明日は何処へ行こう　君が望むなら
何処へでも行くよ

09.07.15

OMFG SO MUCH HAPPENED TODAY~
... not really just THE RELEASE OF DIM THATS ALL.
oh yer there was harry potter too but ill get on that later...

yeh yeh well the GazettE released their new album and im so happy! unfortunately i cant listen to all the songs on the cd till the end of the holidays because one of my friends is currently in japan visiting relatives and offered to buy stuff for peoples... i hope he gets me the limited/special edition *crosses fingers* im so patriotic towards my bands lol.. so yer.. NO DOWNLOADING MUSIC!!! FSHHHH its so depressing knowing that i wont be able to talk with my buddies about the new songs and when i get the cd and go fully obsessed with them they'll be like 'yer whatever they were out ages ago' and ill sit in the corner and listen to the cd all by myself
ON OTHER NEWS... Harry Potter 6 was out today YAY... my friends organised to watch the very first session of the day so i had to wake up early and get ready and then they called me and were like 'DUDE COME HERE NOW THERES AN EARLIER SESSION'-the call was at about 9 and the movie session was at 10:15 zzzzzz

to be honest... it wasnt very good. there was sooo much cut out from the books and then there was all this random crap put in. omfg. my friends and i were like 'WHERE THE HELL IS THIS!?!? AND WHAT ABOUT THAT' oh oh im sorry but i HAVE to say this... the first shot of Ginny and Harry is soooo lol. theyre facing eachother and the shot's around head and shoulders and GINNY IS TALLER THAN HARRY LOLOLOLOL my friend and i simultaneously said 'SHES TALLER THAN HIM AHAHAHAHA' it was so epic. yer and then 30 mins or so someone's baby started crying and they just wouldnt shut it up! and then someone came and asked her to take it out. thats why i hate babies. ew. who would take a baby into a movie anyway!? that so selfish of the parent/carer/whatever.

anyway since the movie was so early. we got out at around lunchtime (roughly 3 hours later) and ate a bit of sushi and went home. mainly because the other girls had a hp sleepover in which they watched ALL of the previous hp movies. stupid mother didnt let me go zzz. yer i got glittens! glittens!!!! ahahah theyre a mix between hobo gloves and mittens and the mitten bit is like a flap and theyre sooo cool.. but trying to blog with them on is kinda hard. and no i will not put them flaps up.. how else would i keep my fingers warm?!

hmm when i got home i wanted to watch some drama so i started watching my brand new Zettai Kareshi. LOL LOL LOL LOL ITS SOSOSO FUNNY! like there are some bits which are like LOLOLOL FACEPALM but others are just random (: but i've only watched 4 episodes so there's still heaps to go.

that is all for today

09.07.16

ahahahaha i was too lazy to post yesterday so i'll just combine these blogs lol ;D

今日！ i went ice skating! as previously mentioned but but it was awesome... ish. well it started off with going to chats and meeting up with peoples at easyway lol thats like our awesome meeting place/hangout i miss bubblecup and we went off to do nothing for about 20 minutes and ended up being on the couch of the westfield and took pictures lol hmm later at the bus stop we met up with grace and then she and i went to get some korean ice cream - sososoososo gooood *¬* - and we missed the bus AND THE OTHERS DITCHED US siiighh, well the next bus was in like 15 mins so we were good. lol all we did was catchup and play big2 yayay~

hmm ice skating was quite... slow lol   everyone else was pretty iffy with their skating except for grace and i and we're like *lap a billions times* and then i got tired really realllly easily coz i couldnt sleep properly for daaayyyyyyss zzzzzzzzzzz     anyway ice skating for like 2 hours was fun with lots of random pictures ;D

everyone was being bleh and got lifts home and i had to catch 2 stupid busses to get home zzzz but i had takoyaki from the stalls they had in chats every thursady -omfg theyre so cool!-  so everything was slightly better (: 

hmmm also for the first time in like 5 weeks i washed the dishes coz my mum was like 'next time i come home and the dishes arent washed you're not gonna go anywhere!' and im like omfgomfgomfg must clean        .... next time AHAHAHAHAHAHA  and then i did (: i feel so proud.                           omfg my mother isnt home yet...

omfg. i just realised i havent done any jap revision or studying or anything! bah i bet when i come to school ill be like what?  okayokayokay i will study. i will. -selfmotivationlol -

oooh oooh i almost forgot to add my plans for the future o.o notcornyatALL but yes tomorrow im going to go to yum cha again and its gonna be at a place called Nine Dragons and i was told it was cheap... theres only going to be two of us so i hope we dont spend as much :S   yer after we're going shopping at the markets like down the road ahaahahah tahh tah~

gazepixes o.o



bahahahahahah ITS A REITA-BOT



nyah i just thought this polaroid was awesome (:



ojiii kai desuu~

reila reila wow reila reila...
君の名を呼んでみても
this voice does not reach you...

Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

AHKAY~ its halfway through the first week of the school holidays and its been sooo busy zzzz like everyday - except for friday bleh - has been booked ==

sat - work 9am to 6pm howwlllly faaahk!!!!!


sunday - work 9am to 2pm AND THEN dinner @ jono's place :} free fooooood
w/ gemma, jono, masonn

monday - TRANSFORMERS VBDSJKABCVSAnlhcjkldshjklva ayayayayayyayy FINALLY
w/ calvinn

tuesday - YUM CHA in ct + chatswoot (:
w/gemma, katherine, ollie, jono, almond

wednesday - Harry Potter 6 weeeeeee
w/chloe, claudia, vanessa, petra, sanja, grace?lolidno

thursday - ice skating
w/gemma, jono, jay, carina, wongee, kat, etcetceetc

friday. - NOTHING AHHHHHH SO LONELY

ahahahahah yup... thats my week o.o        i hope i get a day just sitting at home coz i really wanna watch Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend) i bought it a while ago in chinatown i didnt have any time to watch *¬*  my friend said she was like crying from laughing too hard for every episode yaaaaayy <3

cbf for gazepics LOL

Forever you're my girl
Forever be my world
You are the only one

[あぁ] ずっと繰り返してた
ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
[あぁ] きっとあなたさえも傷付けて
僕は動けぬまま

I HAVEN'T POSTED IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so amazing! i dont know why, i'm like always blogging and everytime i say to myself that i need to blog, something happens to come up == ohkay time to tell all whats happened in the past couple of weeks lol.


okay.okay.okayokayokay. LOLIDONTREMEMBER. see that's what been wrong with me latetly. i've been forgetting things. short term things for that matter. i really need to find out how to make my memory better because i wont survive the school certificate with the memory i have now == apparently there is a food that helps with brains :F anyway i really need to work on my memory ....

WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK I CAN TELL YOU THOUGH!!! YAYYAYAYAYYAYAY!!!!!    well. on saturday i went to hursty and its like waaaay south of where i live. (it takes one and a half hours to get there, i think LOL) but yer i went there instead of work and netball >:} coz i'm that much of a rebel LOLWEWONANYWAY       well yes, went with a couple of friends, and one couldnt go because... i dont know why roflmao but we had heaps of fun anyway~ lots of easyway and breadtop and the search for cutesy plushies. BUT the highlight of the trek to hursty was getting new ear-piercings with my friend OMF THEY ARE SOOOO CHEAP!!!! TWO FOR TWENTY DOLLARS I WANT MORE (: i got one above the usual earlobe on my left ear and the other is a helix (for those who dont know a helix is a piering at the top of the ear) OMFG THEY ARE SO PAINFUL. not when i got them nono... it was maybe a few hours after when they're still abit tender but ill tell you about it later roflmao.   well we got tired of bumming around in hursty - but to tell you the truth there isnt much to do there o.o - and so we got on the train to the ct and met up with my other friend who was there for her bestfriends birthday. ANYWAY she was already at capitol square so we went to have some purikura taken and mu friend almond is like in the back of all of them eating his hazelnut gelato while we pose rolfmao so they are soooo embarrassing they'll stay in my wallet forever and ever.

After that we went searching for mor eplushies because my friend owed me one. yay tare panda~ and we found one omfg its so squishy <3 ahahahah cant stop squishing it :'D  hmmm we were all heaps hungry after so we went up to eat in marketcity and there were so many hot guys @__________@ LOL hmmm then we went for some ddr and man. i suck so much now ==' haven't played in aaaages. after that we were planning to go the darling but we were waaaay too tired so we sat/lied at the memorial instead. okay this is when my ear started hurting so so much >_< i was lying on a stone bench thing and i turned my head and OMFGITHURTSOMUCH!!! i knocked my ear on the bench and ooooowwwwwwwww i died of so much pain. but im okay now o.o

okay by the end of saturday i was really dead. headache, ears hurting, cold, etc. and on sunday i was even more dead. somehow i got sick, like really really sick - coz i couldnt go to work AND i had to go to the doctor i never go to the doctor - i was dead for the next two days and the doctor was like. 'you have to do ABSOUTELY NOTHING!!' .. i did my geography and english assignments in those two days and i was going to hand them in on wednesday except i died at school. thursdays was such a bludge and friday was mufti day!!! or as other people -not in my school- call it... "free dress" yer i know... weird >________>

THIS WEEK
saturday played two games of netball in one round (half games bleh) and we won both wooooooooh~ they were so dirty and my friends had scratches alll over her arms from her player >> i was still sick and still am but i played a pretty good game o.o LOL I WENT TO CHATS TILL 7:30 AND MY MUM DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT WOOOOOOOOH *PARTY
ermm sunday was alright i guess... lol facebook mobile saved me I WAS SO BORED D;D;D;

hmm i've been sucked into the whole prettyboybands (krn that is, not english ewww) and they're so addictive! *¬* they're songs make me so happy and SHINee are sooo good like im watching a rehearsal rofl REPLAY and THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!! :L    here here ill show it to you ;D


canyouseeitcanyouseeit?!!!??!

i know all their names bwahahahah Jonghyun = light pink pants, Taemin = electric blue pants, ONEW <3 = mint green pants,  Key = lighter shirt w/ more brownish pants LOL Minho = grey pants & green on jumper LOL i can only distinguish them buy clothings in this vid coz they move around a lot but i'm getting better!!!! bahahah

hmmm my friend gave me a whole bunch of bleach episodes on my psp memstick and before it used to work but NOW IT DOESNT WORK OMFG im so going to die in the holidays. they're gonna be so boring when im not gonna be out ======== OH OH IM GOING YUM CHA IN A WEEK WOOOOOOOH~ <3 but yer, i was planning to watch all of the eps  most of the eps i missed out on :}  hmmm maybe the vids will work on my psp~

OMFG I HAVE THE GREATEST NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!JDVKSHVFKLDSHKFVHDS      my friend is going to Japan in the school holidays and and HE'S GETTING ME DIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIMDIMDIDMIDMDIMDIMDIMDIDMIMDMDIDM  lolfail omfg im so happy! i was gonna ask him to get me the other albums but i guess i shouldn't spend too much money right now D;  yer i'm trying to make him get me a limited edition one bahahahahahah ;D

pwetty gazepiccys :} 



ohkay this is a gif but THEYRE STILL PRETTY LOL <3



doesn't             he              remind         you          of               cloud? o.o          LOL sooo pretty !!!!!



haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ uru isnt the only one that can be pretty LOL whataprostitute o-o

ahkay i has nothing to write anymore            

終わり～

i will walk together, the future not promised [to yet]
it keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...